today is one of those days where everything is slowly falling apart.
from breakfast to school to "hating lunch forever and ever".
this week im already all jumbled up inside- thursday is Campbell's 2nd birthday (click over there for her whole story :) )- and meltdowns are the end of it for me.
we are going to try and "celebrate" her birthday this year, trying to show the boys that we can celebrate her short life and the gift she is to us, instead of just sadness year after year.
it will be hard.
but, everyday is already hard.
i have a special post about having a baby after losing a baby that i want to go up tomorrow, ill try not to let you down.