our little family.

it would be lying if i said i hadnt been "inspired to blog" lately. im actually feeling full of inspiration (more lack of energy at this point) and my brain/body are in full nesting mode. but really, before we embark on adding another little body of testosterone to this household, im trying to really just enjoy our family as it is now. we have this flow going, a good routine and jeffrey and i feel like we've "got this". hahaha i laugh because of course right when we feel that way, its alllllll about to change. anyways, here are some of my favorite shots that sarah, ashley and reagan took back in february. our family as it is now- 4 here, 1 in heaven and one growing. 

ps- go here for our family photos from last year!

seriously, i love these boys.

all photos by 1313 photography 

my {your} grown up christmas list

today marks 2 years since Campbell Joye was wrapped in the arms of heaven.

2 years that have both flown quickly by and dragged slowly on.

it seems fairly impossible to me that we have 3 kids.

and that at this time, 2 years ago, i received the phone call from Campbells nurse saying they needed to talk to us.

and right now i am laughing with her little brother.

the contrast between these two moments overwhelms me.

with joy, with sadness, with a yearning, and with love.

so today, i have decided to ask ANYONE who reads this blog to send me their "grown up christmas list"

this christmas seems to feel like my first season of real adult christmas wishes.

yeah sure, a gift card to anthro or a day at the spa sound great, but really there is so much more on my heart and in the world that i ache for.

so please, do this for me?

if i get just two people to send me theirs (with a picture) i will be elated.

ELATED.

send it to kpi1016@yahoo.com with subject line "my grown up list" with say 5 things!?

now, please.